Urgh... What a day. Assalamualaikom dan salam sejahtera. Well, something happen to me and yes, its called "Dugaan". Need to tabah and ada ganjaran sebaliknya. I dont care about ganjaran. Im just afraid i cant persistent to stay tabah for what happen to me.


         First, all bout result. And i broke my promises. And i felt like "you're not good enough". Yes, im not good enough to.... be a nice guy. Im trying be something but... its ruin everything... Nah, i got nothing... I keep broke my prinsip. Again and again.

        Second, bout my ... nephew ... she ... at hospital. she so sick. Bila aku tengok dia, aku rasa mcm nak nangis. But, it will getting worst bila join nangis. A man need to be cool to keep a family's steady. And now, bila akak aku kat hospital, aku jaga anak buah aku. And i felt like "Macam ni ke rasa bila seorang bapa hidup tanpa isteri?" atas motor, aku tersenyum seorang diri :'p jauhnya aku fikir~ Hahaha, Sokay la.

          Third, its... past... i miss old of me. But, i dont think so bout it. Heart, that what i most concern. Its too mess up. Sometime, i donno what, why, and how i got feeling. Its not a normal feeling. Kinda strange. Feel like, sick, pain, dark, sorrow. i donno how that feeling come. Aku tengah lepak lepak pun tetiba dia datang sendiri nya. I hope something good happen. Not to me, but others~ other part, maybe. Hehehe

          Kalau ada, ada lah. Kalau takda, nak buat guane. Redha la. Time to make some breakfast for them. See ya, chaw