HappyAndSadStory

Hey, hoy, huy, *lompat lompat* sini wey sini.           Chapter baru bermula. Yeah, everything start with new and last semester. Semua orang tak sabar nak habis belajar en. Iye la, macam nak habis espiyem jugaa. Tapi, aku mesti rindu akan kawan kawan aku. Dengan kenangan, rintihan, harapan. Semua jadi satu sejarah dalam hidup aku. Ahh, malas la nak beleter banyak. Tak guna juga nanti. Now, start to focus on my study and and and be successful in this world. Cewah. World bhai. Bak kata orang dongibab n kipidap. Jahanam bahasa orang wey. Ngeh ngeh ngeh            Sometimes, orang cakap people will change. Tapi bagi aku. Manusia tu tak berubah. He or she feelings will change. Yup, perasaan. Bila orang cakap "kau dh berubah duh" ask them back. "Fizikal ke mental?" Maybe fizikal. Badan makin berisi maybe. Sayonara. Itekure. xoxo ucopmac

          Urgh... What a day. Assalamualaikom dan salam sejahtera. Well, something happen to me and yes, its called "Dugaan". Need to tabah and ada ganjaran sebaliknya. I dont care about ganjaran. Im just afraid i cant persistent to stay tabah for what happen to me.          First, all bout result. And i broke my promises. And i felt like "you're not good enough". Yes, im not good enough to.... be a nice guy. Im trying be something but... its ruin everything... Nah, i got nothing... I keep broke my prinsip. Again and again.         Second, bout my ... nephew ... she ... at hospital. she so sick. Bila aku tengok dia, aku rasa mcm nak nangis. But, it will getting worst bila join nangis. A man need to be cool to keep a family's steady. And now, bila akak aku kat hospital, aku jaga anak buah aku. And i felt like "Macam ni ke rasa bila seorang bapa hidup tanpa isteri?" atas motor, aku tersenyum seorang diri :'p ja...

        Hey, its me again. *waving flag*and aku baru je bangun tidur. Aku rasa pelik sangat. Dia macam ada perasaan kuat tau. I donno la, maybe sayang kot or maybe rindu. Hahaha, eceh poyonyaa. But, sokay. Dia macam satu perasaan yang positif tentang di dia tu hadir tanpa diduga. Aku pun tak tahu macam mana perasaan tu boleh hadir. Tiba tiba buat aku rasa mcam nak peluk, nangis, ceria dalam satu masa. Hahaha, sound like gedik buat yeah. That weird thing i ever felt. Aku tak tahu ape aku rasa sebernarnya. Its sokaylah. Dan aku penat berfikir untuk seketika           Oh yeah. 11/8/2015, malam, kawan aku belanja aku karaoke. Aku rasa something yang lain bila masuk dalam bilik karaoke kami. Aku rasa macam ada kekurangan Macam dalam masakan, kurang garam, kurang rasa. Aku terfikir sejenak. Aku dihadirkan perasaan rindu. ya, rindu. Aku agak lama rindu nak ber-karaoke dengan dia. Tapi, apakan daya. Semua hanya rancangan. Hidup ini sentiasa ad...

         Assalamualaikom, puff puff *tiup* dah berhabuk blog ni. Buku cerita pun dah lama tak bukak. Hiks~ what a day in my life. Nevermind about my life cause i never alone and be alone again. Oh yeah. May i ask something? What happen if u got a chance to tell somebody that u crushing from along time ago?          To me, its a second chance and take it all. Make a chance in his/her life. Well, buku berhabuk. So, kita takda story for right now. Tapi kita akan share pendapat. Maybe? boleh tak? Tinggalkan pendapat korang kalau ada pendapat lain kat chat box belah kiri sana. For, phone user. Rasanya tak boleh tengok tapi takpe la. Kita sambung pada topik kat tadi. What u will do? okay this is my pendapat. I gonna make some that chance her life. Something that make her feel that im different than other. Make her believe that "the one" exists. Orang selalu fikir ciri ciri yang kita nak takda or tak wujud. But to me, exist! Just kau kena...